The Boar’s Head Tavern

At Boar Head Tavern Mark Nikirk here: asys

"As stopped relying on Him to fix my problems, keep my family safe, and make all my infertile friends have babies, I had a frightening realization: I had always relied on God to produce results, now I was going to have to trust not in His results, but in the process of Him working in me. That’s harder, much harder. Instead of my friends becoming fertile, I was going to have to learn to be a comforting friend. Instead of my family having a ‘hedge of protection’ around them, I was going to have to grapple with death and violence. I was going to have to learn to let Him be strong in my weakness…argh."

"Argh.. indeed!" I have to loose control and let the flowering of his sanctification (not sure if this is the right word) which may not always look, feel or be beautiful for me.